Fish

How difficult it is to tell
I'm in love with you?
Like drowning on air
Can't hardly breathe..
Giggling in a corner,
Looking like an idiot..

How difficult is it to admit
not seeing me the same way?
Every time you're with me,
Acting all happy...
but its simply putting up with me.

How long has it been
since I've known you?
Five years passed..
not one thing changed
I'm still a raging idiot,
every time you're near me.

How do i possibly measure out
forgetting about the one?
My heart's worn out
can't remove you still.

as a close friend,
as a shoulder to lean on,
as a person to rely on,
everything except
as your only one.

How difficult is it to accept
I'm still in-love with you?
Drowned on air
Breathing no more..

  ~mje Monday July 20, 2009 at 11:26am